Wow nearly a month has past

I haven't posted in forever. I'm not sure why, well that isn't true. I've been busy, and honestly just haven't felt like writing. I've been spending time on Facebook, it kind of reminds me of quick blogging withouth much thought. I've been playing around on Facebook now for about 2 months, and I have mixed emotions about it. I like it, but then I don't like it. I like aspects, but don't like others. So I need to devise a plan as to how I'm going to deal with it personally. Lately I've been making a lot of plans as to how I'm going to deal with things personally because I'm not handling things very well. I'm somewhat irrational, moody, anxious, and I keep catching colds! my body is going through a lot of changes, and my doc is trying out a new birth control to see if that prevents cysts from growing, but I think its making me much moodier and irrational. And in case its not that, we'll just blame that.

I'm still doing well on weight loss. So far I'm 36.5 pounds reduced. I have a very long way to go, but I'm positive I will make it. Again, if you'd like to see pictures of the shrinking you'll need to befriend me on Facebook for the time being. Eventually I'll post pictures on here. Maybe. I'm not sure I'm going to keep up this blog, in fact I'm seriously thinking about deleting it. I wrote what I needed to write to get on this healthy path, and now that I'm on it, I don't know that I need this avenue.

Its still a thought in process. I will still have my knitting blog, even though I update that even less frequently then here. Although winter months are coming so knitting time will increase in the evenings when we can't ride our bikes after dark. Thus more interesting things to blog about.

The truth is, I just don't have that much to say. And I need to quit thinking about my relationships with people and just be.